Lost

The warmness of the sun woke me up

It was still early in the morning

When all you could hear was nothing

Before suddenly excitements fulfilled me

Made me so excited like I never before

And I knew I'd never be

I had wasted my nights

Wasted every inch of my step

Wasted every precious second of my life

Because I had never been this excited before

And I knew I'd never be

Then the rain poured down

It wet me

The thunderstorm

It raged my soul

But, it's just nothing

Because I had never been this excited before

And I knew I'd never be

The first step,

I walked around and found nothing

But cold breezes

The second,

I walked around and found nothing

But people stared at me

Next,

I walked around and found nothing

But dogs roared at me

The fourth,

I walked around and found nothing

But fatigue

The fifth, the last one,

I walked around and found nothing

But realization that I was lost

I was lost between two continents

I was lost between infinity and infinity

I was lost between my expectation and reality

I was lost of thinking that I had never been this lost

"You need to stop walking", some stranger whispered

So I ran instead of standing

This time I ignored the world

I ignored what these foreigners would think about me

But it all stopped

I found that I was so lost

Lost in a crowded place

Lost in a place that I had never been before

I needed to comeback to reality

It was too much

I blamed myself for every single thing I did

But then, I found rainbow smiled at me

Twin rainbow

I heard them whispered me

It was like an angel sighing

It woke me up from my nightmare